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6/5/2006 Come back to life Through the storm and thunder,I have returned
to this lively breathing world with the wounds got from the battle I feel myself stronger and more unbeaten though I might never win I know that there's never be a loser as long as I keep my mind Is this what John said,"reborn"...For achieve your spiritual growth,you have to die in this world and be born in another world to accomplish REBORN.He told me about the story of butterfly.The cocoon is so firm that even a pair of powerful hands can't make it stripped.And IF you wanna help the butterfly out by stripping or knocking the cocoon open,the butterfly(larva) will die...Growing needs suffering...Continuing the life needs sufferings which you have experience yourself...alone...No one could help you and you can't hold too much expectation or hope on someone else.The world is yours which needs to be built on your own blood and sweat,and tears.Suffering,suffering...after that,there comes the awareness.I know there is some hell painful struggling in our mind,the choices,the misunderstanding,the unforgiveness...yea,we could feel for someone cause we will love ourselves more.The person is the reason,the love is the result which lets us more value our life,our feelings. S asked me when I began to have a crush on him...she is depressed these days.Love starts depressingly.How it goes on...destiny takes a hand.While I wanna S to know that,there's no win or lose on love cause love is a dream.And we can't tell whether a dream is a success or not. I think,the real liberty of women is not to get the equal postion with men in occupation,in career but to accomplish the real emotional independence.Jia Baoyu said,"Woman is a bone made of water."Women have the rooted nature---emotional.No matter how people estimate some woman as rational or calm.Women rely on emotion too much in life.To a woman in love,whose lover is the whole world while to a man in that situation,whose girl is just part of his world although he may show his true heart when they are together.Everytime I saw those crying girls who got mad at their lovers just for forgetting their birthday or calling them,or just dump them...I feel them stupid more than give them sympathy.Don't ask "why" when men don't love you,don't ask "why" when men lose interest in you,don't ask "why" when men leave you...this is jsut like there's no "why" when you two walk together and feel attracted to each other.Love,doesn't need reasons. Therefore,women have to learn what is life on earth for them and what they really want from life.You are the main role in this play,and there's not a particular director.If you say the fate is the director,that makes sense sometimes...while you could be the other director who has more rights or power to operate the ship.What has been decided is the intellegence which the destiny gives us.Everyone has a gift.I believe that there's reasons for everyone of us why we came to this world...we are meant to do something,or find out something...what is that?I don't know.John told me we must make a progress,with our gifts.And the universe wants us cross the bridge to grow our spirit... That's why I always try to educate others to seek their own spiritual world where there's more treasure.Only when you find the precious spiritual world,you could ignore the urgly temporal realistic frame,power,dollars,sex etc.You could know how to release your soul in this noisy world and get away from it on your own...and discover the paradise...The paradise is not bright...the angel is.Life is immense...is covered with so many frustrations and rough roads.It just can't be escaped.Tell you,no matter how successful you are in your life,no matter how many claps and flowers you have received in life,no matter how large your apartment is...there's just one destination for ALL of us---death.I keep the belief that there's a single law in this whole nature universe.Everything turns around according to this law or rule.everything is on the track sharing the same essense like the cocoon thing for example.Again,what is it?I don't know.But I'm sure it is out there running the whole universe. Ca la vie. TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://robingiggs.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!8ADEFD499DA85A31!629.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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