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2007/8/14

24th,July

Al doubted this was what I would like to do.I can't give answers just corrently.I just started this.This is a exciting begging.I only know I have been looking fowards to this for so long.And as the newiest newbie,I could only do some basic jobs like typing or something.No matter what I do,what I need to do is just to finish it excellently.Just see over a week ago,how I arrived here with so much nerve.Alone,arrived in Beijng,and had decided to go to seek housing myself,without no one's accompany.I really thought it would be not that hard,or what I had been thinking of was adventure.Yes,I took this summer as an adventure and myself's wander.One girl,with her packings,steps on a strange road,for reaching her goals.This is indeed romantic,but also realistics.When I got on the train,some kind college students shared me their seats.I asked for one of my HS calssmate's mobile number and sent him a message which showed how pathetic I was.I told him "I'm gonna get to Beijing at 1:30pm.I haven't found any places to live in yet.I'm alone with my luggage including a laptop that I need to take care of.Do you have time this afternoon?Would you like to come to pick me up at the station?"My boyfriend said it feels like I was a really girl.I was indeed at that time.Fears were in me at that moment.And very nice Li Lin is,he came to pick me up one hour later after I got off the train and waited in the KFC in a rainy afternoon.I was sorehead in Beijing.
       It was a right decision to ask someone to pick me up and accompany me to look for places.Lin and I had been looking for places to live in since we left the railway station.We went to Peking University,asked for ways to reach the rest houses.But it turned out that all the accomodation were used up.Followed by that,after we returned to Techo University,we found that the hotels around Lin's university were used up too.Grrrr...My feet hurt very much,felt like broken.Lin was also very hungry.He hadn't eaten for a whole day.He treated me for dinner in the refectory.I ate alot--over one bowl of rice.Lin texted Chen Zheng for help.Thanks goodness.Some girls in his class had gone home,so I could stealed in the dorm to live...Li Lin got a break finally with me.I appreciated him very much to accompany me through the way.Chen Zheng was also earnest to help me out and his classmate Dan is a considerate girl...So many thanks in Beijing.
       Beijing is a such a large place that you could get lost so easily.But everyone can finally find their own positions in it.I never wanted to quit no matter what in this interesting trip.
       To be continued.



23rd,July

Things are going ok in Beijing. This is the second week I work as an intern here in this beautiful Lenovo R&D building. What I do is just to hand in the sign in table and do the evaluation statistics and something. I might be leaving this project at the end of this week. Cause actually no practical jobs I have done here and I can’t make contribution on SAP nor can anyone else could contribute time to direct me. John told me when students are ready, the teacher appears. I might be a slow student, but I have learnt something anyway. Working with a group of capable consultants is not an opportunity that could be gained by an undergraduate, or, a graduate, even though I don’t know a shit about this system.

It's kinda amazing that sometimes when you do wish something,it just CAN come to you one day as you expected.At the beginning of last semester,I told myself,I want to get internship in a foreign company.I have to.cause I had wasted a whole winter vacation at home while my roomies were being an intern whatever through any means.I was down for a while.And this mood grew more with those refusing mails in my inbox from the companies who I applied for.The feeling was like,"hey face it dumb,you even cannot pass the CV round."But as a dreaming girl,I have never given up trying even though the goals are high and it seems that I'm not qualified enough to be "a member of XXX company".Then opportunities came after a semester's torturing--BEC Higher,Advanced Financial Accounting...phone interviews came to me,China Future Leadership Project,SAP and news from Capgemini...I had never felt so hopeful.It felt like not real,really.What?I'm gonna come to Beijing again?

Yes,dumb.Get packed and get moved! Go!no matter what. You deserve it.Those days and nights reading websites and correcting my CV is definately worth this.